Where am I now?
The last four and a half months since Noah's arrival have been a whirlwind. There have been such wonderful moments, but a lot of challenges too. I've been pondering a lot about my current place with grief quite a lot lately. Am I better? Am I moving on? How has my heart changed since Noah's birth? The answer to those first two questions is "no" but to be honest, there are times when guilt creeps in and tells me that perhaps I am moving on. My brain is often so occupied with m